【Depression】Let us discuss our horrible lives ITT【Suicide】 (398, permasaged)

1 Name: VIPPER : 2009-10-12 15:26 [Del]

This thread is for sad people only.

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I have not been able to find a girlfriend since sophomore year in high school, and this has made me an insecure NEET.

190 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-20 19:51 [Del]

Excuse me fellow VIPPERs. Maybe you have forgotten but it's probably best to call your girlfriend or boyfriends significant VIPPERs that way we don't have to parade ourselves around so much! And let's try not to discuss this too much and get too meta. (・ω・`)

191 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-21 14:09 [Del]

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I'm feeling more and more alienated.

192 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-21 14:16 [Del]

>>183
Oh shut up.

193 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-21 16:52 [Del]

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This laughing gas isn't working

194 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-22 04:24 [Del]

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I don't even care for a girlfriend anymore, all I want now is one single friend. Someone who can cheer me up when I feel down, someone to hang out with and shares my interests. Someone who would make it worthwhile to go outside of my dark apartment. But they all disappeared, and for now the only thing I consider my friend is music.

195 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-22 07:05 [Del]

>>194
Where do you live, VIPPER?

196 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-22 08:08 [Del]

>>194
We are all friends here, My Small Delicate VIPPER

197 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-22 15:42 [Del]

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198 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-23 23:30 [Del]

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I got relatively good scores on the standardized tests, but my complete lack of high school transcripts means getting into the university of my choice would be utterly impossible. Thus am I forced to attend a school whose entrance requirements are less stringent. To make matters even worse, having to actually socialize with the "people" who I share my classes with is driving me insane. I can't even tell anyone how much I hate all of it, except over the internet, and even then only on anonymous boards like this. Oh how I long to return to the carefree life of a hiki. ('A`)

199 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-23 23:34 [Del]

>>198
T_T I understand wholly, man. I endured a temporary break in hikikomoridom to attend college as well... but I just couldn't deal with the simplicity and slowness of teaching methods plus the ever-prevalent feelings of weird telepathic empathy, making every class a terrible bombardment of adverse experiences. However I am trying again soon...

200 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-23 23:34 [Del]

>>198
Don't worry, the other universities aren't any bit different.

201 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-23 23:36 [Del]

>>198
You can always transfer and every school is exactly the same. You'd be amazed at how many idiots go to "good" schools.

202 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-24 04:13 [Del]


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203 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-24 20:47 [Del]

>>199
We should start a support group for recovering hiki VIPPERs. HA, Hikikomori Anonymous? I know there's a hikikomori board on Anonib, but Anonib isn't very VIP QUALITY. I wonder how many hiki, current or former, are on SAoVQ?

>>200
>>201
Oh I'm aware of this, but if I'm going to force myself into such undesirable situations, I'd much prefer to do so in a location of my preference.

204 Name: VIPPER : 2010-01-31 17:29 [Del]

>>203
I would join this support group if it was made. Although I have never been a Hikki or a NEET, I get sad sometimes and it's cathartic to be around other depressed people.

205 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-01 15:06 [Del]

>>203
If I was a NEET I would be able to catch up on all of the good anime/manga and read all of the books I've been meaning to read for the past 5 years now. The NEETs have it so good and I am jealous ;_;

206 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-01 21:07 [Del]

I'm not a NEET, but I feel like one ( ゚ -゚)

207 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-01 23:12 [Del]

Being a hikki/NEET is fun and all, but it really does lose its fun when you finally have some meaning in your life besides finding ways to pass the time.

208 Name: : 2010-02-02 01:11 [Del]

>>207
I assume this is true, but I've found it difficult to find any real meaning in anything beyond material necessity. If I didn't think that I have to go through the motions of normal life to maintain my standard of living, I wouldn't bother to do anything. It's sad really, the only thing keeping me going is the fear of losing what little I have and becoming even more miserable. ( 'A` )

209 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-02 13:12 [Del]

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I'm looking for a job, but every time I find one I think I might be able to do I end up not applying because I think that they won't hire me because I have no previous work experience and that even if they did hire me they'd fire me soon afterwards because I'm too stupid to do the job.

So I guess I'm looking for a job that welcomes people with no previous work experience and that you can't screw up.

210 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-02 13:55 [Del]

I don't understand what's wrong with all of you VIPPERs. It's okay to be sad, but it's pathetic to hide behind your depression or anxiety just because you're unwilling to do anything at all. Stop using it as an excuse.

I wish someone in here would talk about the actions they've taken to improve their situation (however small it might be) despite their [insert X reason here].

211 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-02 13:59 [Del]

>>210
Once I wanted to get over my fear of public speaking so I joined my school's debate team. At my first competition (at another university) I cried in front of everyone. And then in the next round, I cried again. It was pretty traumatic, but now I'm not afraid of public speaking anymore. After being so goddamn mortified, I realized that it really didn't matter anymore. Sometimes my palms get sweaty when I say something in class, but it's manageable.

212 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-02 14:06 [Del]

>>209
Retail/Big Box stores
Factory work
Fast food

213 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-02 14:41 [Del]

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214 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-02 16:50 [Del]

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I've become increasingly bored with my life and have lost the will to do anything, even things I enjoy. Everything has become a hassle or too hard. Even when I decide to do stuff, I can't do anything right.

215 Name: VIPPER : 2010-02-03 15:35 [Del]

>>210
This post might not make the most sense, as I'm still feeling the effects of some medication I took last night, but for me, the problem isn't that I'm not willing to improve my situation. I'm doing everything in my power to do so in fact, and have been mostly successful. I have issues with the minutia of daily life, but I'm working to overcome them.

My only real problems are either psychological in nature and can't really be changed through perseverance and hard work alone, or philosophical, which theoretically I could change, but to do sue would be like a a Muslim trying to convince himself he's a Hindu just because he thinks it would make him feel happier. It's easier said than done.

216 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-01 02:54 [Del]

So why the heck did I have to fall in love with a girl on the other side of the world? I mean, even if she is sweet and kind, and smart and possibly the only person in the world who actually loves me, why oh why did it have to be her? It really depresses me because I can't realistically see her ever no matter what, plus it it's going to be a very long time before she will be old enough for me to come and visit her back home. In the mean-time, I'm going to regret of time not spent together and things said that were not reciprocated. Also, I'll be stuck hating myself for thinking of other girls I see and talk to every day. Why am I so weak and ugly?

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218 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-01 03:03 [Del]

>>216
I don't get it. Why don't you just travel THROUGH the internet? It's free that way! Just make sure her connection doesn't cut out while she's downloading you.

219 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-01 12:51 [Del]

Real VIPPERS aren't depressed because DaddyCool has given them exclusive access to SAOVQ.

220 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-01 13:08 [Del]

>>218
One time I tried to download my friend via dial up. This was about seven years ago so that's as fast as I could afford. It had been around six hours and he was halfway done. I could even grope him a little (the top half of his body was completed). Then all of the sudden I received a call and the connection cut out. The connection was cut and my friend was lying there in pieces. I was up to my ankles in blood, organs and bodily fluids. I slowly picked up the phone. "Hey Grandma, how are you doing?"

221 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-02 06:19 [Del]

>>220
wwww

222 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-15 14:06 [Del]

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Why can't I be a cold bastard like my friends? Why do I have to be able to love and suffer because of it? When we go out together, I sometimes say something about love without thinking and they look at me in a weird way.

223 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-15 20:01 [Del]

>>222
If only life were like an indie romcom

224 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-18 02:05 [Del]

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I have no motivation to improve myself beyond my hobby of photography, my quality is not very VIP (at least not to my own standards), and to top it all off the only time I can ever get up the courage to talk to the VIPPER of my dreams I get choked up and play it safe. No woman will ever love me, but at least I still have my mittens--OH NO THEY'RE MISSING!

225 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-18 06:05 [Del]

>>224
Relax Rob. I am sure she will understand.

226 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-22 00:26 [Del]

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I created this thread and have not posted for several months. I am not good enough for this website.

227 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-22 01:17 [Del]

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228 Name: VIPPER : 2010-03-22 09:18 [Del]

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I dated a horse, and she said I rode her incorrectly.
I can't take it in myself to wear those spurs... I'm a cowboy for goodness sakes.

229 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 08:45 [Del]

>>194 here, with a shameless bump cause I'm feeling terrible today.

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It's easter, my parents have tried to call me so I can go home and celebrate with them, but all I have done is ignored their phonecalls, cause I don't want to leave the security of my apartment. There's no one online I can talk to anymore, everyone's gone somewhere. My place is a dump and I should probably take a shower, and eat, but I simply can't seem to start caring about such basic things. I go from the bed to the computer every 4 hours, trying to pass as much time as possible by sleeping. I Check my e-mail, read the spam, change playlists then go back to bed. I know have work to do, schoolwork, but I can't bring myself to it. And I hate myself for being a lazy douche who's unable to do even the most trivial things. I just have to live through one week of this, until school starts again and I can at least get a reason to step outside this place every once in a while.

230 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 11:21 [Del]

>>229
Go out to an arcade!

231 Name: Amateur psychologist : 2010-04-02 11:23 [Del]

>>229
Have you tried zoloft?

232 Name: Amateur grammarian : 2010-04-02 12:34 [Del]

>>231
Prescribing drugs is the job of a psychiatrist, not of a psychologist.

233 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 13:41 [Del]

Yesterday I bought sourdough bread, but then I realized that I don't actually like sourdough bread.

234 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 15:31 [Del]

>>233
It is not normal to not like sourdough bread. You are not normal.

235 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 15:53 [Del]

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>>234
I know ('A`) 

236 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 16:12 [Del]

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I'm eating sourdough right now. It's so delicious. But when it's gone, I will feel even more empty. And fatter.

237 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 16:51 [Del]

>>230
There are no arcades here, as far as I know. I live in the middle of nowhere.

238 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 18:20 [Del]

>>237
Go for a walk in the woods and find yourself! Assuming there are woods where you live

239 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-02 20:02 [Del]

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I finally worked up the nerve to go to the movies by myself but when I went to look at show times it turns out that movie I want to see isn't even playing in my town.

240 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-03 09:49 [Del]

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I took my contacts out for the weekend. I don't want to put on my glasses, so I'm sitting with my face two inches away from the monitor. My back hurts.

241 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-03 11:55 [Del]

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There's so much I should be doing right now on my day off and I can't bring myself to leave my apartment, even on a semi-nice day like today.

242 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-03 12:05 [Del]

>>238
I agree with this VIPPER. Walking through the woods is very nice, and if you get bored, take off at a full sprint, leaping over the roots, ducking under the branches.

It makes you connect with the primitive VIPPER inside of you.

243 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-03 12:38 [Del]

>>242

>primitive VIPPER

That was too much. I rofl'd.

244 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-05 04:48 [Del]

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I'm here just to say goodbye.

245 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-05 05:15 [Del]

>>244
        __/\__
       \ LUCKY /
         CHANNEL   Bye-nee!! ー☆
         |/  \|
   ァ'゙´´´^ゝ       (⌒ヽ ノl_  。☆
    ミr'(~`ソリ  ☆。  〃´ ̄ く ’
   `(l ´ー`ノ       ノ/j/{"}Vリト + *
    ./T`i:h     ☆ /^ル(!^ヮ゚ノヘ、
   | .| |:|.|     {:ノゝ}i兆〈ヘ.:}
 ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄

246 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-12 19:40 [Del]

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  |ii~~'、;'´`,'~,;~~~~:i|;イ:;:":::::::::::\;;。(ー一)   (ー一)。;:;:. /::::: ヽ Well now that I'm sad, why not do the unVIP thing and make everyone else feel bad too.
  |i`::;:':::::;::;:'::::::::::;.:i|`。⌒/7, -──〜 、(___人___,)"⌒;;::/::|:::::〆::\
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247 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-14 23:58 [Del]



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I read >>233 and said out loud to myself, "I should get some sourdough bread!" It echoed back at me.

248 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-19 15:01 [Del]


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The girl that I love but can never be with got involved in some terrible drama and I'm terrified that she might hurt herself, I'm physically shaking and can't think of anything else. I don't know what to do, and I can't contact her until tomorrow at least because she just went offline. She has a history of self-harm and I am scared that this latest incident will push her over the edge.
And here I am, unable to do anything but pray that my fellow VIPPERs will have a solution to the problem.

249 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-19 16:08 [Del]

>>248
Drive to where she lives and tell her that you love her!

250 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-19 16:42 [Del]

>>249
( ^ω^)Then murder her and boon in her blood! True love~~

251 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-20 03:02 [Del]

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I'm in my second semester of college and still have not completed my online high school work. I'm worried that no matter how good I do in college, this procrastination will haunt me forever...

252 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-20 06:32 [Del]

It's me, >>248 again.
She threw the razor out the window and seems a lot better now. I'm still worried, though I am very grateful that she is safe.

253 Name: TERMINATOR : 2010-04-20 06:49 [Del]

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I am a friend of >>252. I was told I could find him here. Could I see him please?

254 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-20 07:33 [Del]

>>253
(*´Д`) >>252?! Uhh, I don't know any >>252! Never heard of 'em!

255 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-20 12:47 [Del]

  ハ_ハ
('(´Д`*)∩ Oh! I just remembered my, um, laundry! I'm outta here!
  ヽ  〈
   ヽヽ_)

256 Name: VIPPER : 2010-04-21 20:06 [Del]

>>253 He is swimming in the molten steel at the steel mill. You will have to get John Conner to lower you into that molten steel so you can find him.

257 Name: TERMINATOR : 2010-04-21 21:50 [Del]

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>>256
Thank you for your help.


LATER THAT DAY......


            /j^i
           ./  ;!
          /  /__,,..
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〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜〜

258 Name: VIPPER : 2010-05-11 09:53 [Del]

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I don't want to leave Mai for my birthday.

259 Name: VIPPER : 2010-05-28 14:28 [Del]

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I wish I could have made it to >>258 's birthday.

260 Name: VIPPER : 2010-05-28 16:33 [Del]

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Don't mind me. Just trying to fix this wall.

261 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-03 15:58 [Del]

>>260
But it wasn't broken!

262 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-04 08:34 [Del]

>>261
If anything he broke it trying to fix it!

263 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-04 16:26 [Del]

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  ||:   |        ('A∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵
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  ||/     ∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∵∴∴∵∴∵∴

264 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-05 01:20 [Del]

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The relative ease to send me on a guilt trip and people abusing that fact.

265 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-05 02:30 [Del]

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People not noticing me enough to abuse any trait of mine.

266 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-05 04:37 [Del]

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I have entered a zone of endless recursion to the point where I can no longer differentiate reality from my own twisted imagination.

267 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-22 09:31 [Del]

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I don't know if I want to be a boy or a girl.

268 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-22 10:24 [Del]

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I just want to be VIP.

269 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-22 14:20 [Del]

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I don't want to bump a thread every time I visit for the FIRST TIME today.

270 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-22 21:56 [Del]

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no one takes me seriously.

271 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-23 01:59 [Del]

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My sophomore year is long behind me and I'm still depressed as hell and fucking up at everything I do.

272 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-23 03:52 [Del]

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After 28 years, my family still treats me like a magical computer repairing, heavy lifting piece of furniture.

273 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-25 23:13 [Del]

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My PS3 got the YLOD.

274 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-26 01:29 [Del]

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I rode 15km on a bike to the only store where they have what I need only to realise that I forgot my wallet.

275 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-26 08:17 [Del]

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I'm desperately poor, I have no dreams or aspirations, and the only girl that has ever shown me love lives hundreds of miles away. I have a terrible personality and I can't socialize worth a damn.
I'm too afraid to commit suicide and I'm even more afraid of going out into the real world so I lock myself up in my room for weeks at a time. I can't drive properly and I can't seem to improve, I'm pitifully idiotic. It's a wonder I got through high school.
I come from a poor background and I'm an ethnic minority so I'm guaranteed to not succeed in life already.

I'm just an overall waste of flesh and I don't know how to turn things around.

Sometimes I just want to hop onto a bus headed for some big town and just forget about everything.

276 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-27 02:48 [Del]

>>275
You and me both, bub.

277 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-27 20:27 [Del]

>>275

Then, why don't you?

278 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-28 02:07 [Del]

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I'm afraid of starting anything and finding out that I'm bad at it. Also I have lots of trouble focusing on one thing but I am too paranoid to seek help.

279 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-30 06:23 [Del]

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I have a really bad eating disorder and I'm afraid to tell anyone the severity.

280 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-30 07:48 [Del]

>>279
Uh, you might want to see a professional about that.

281 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-30 12:53 [Del]

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Day 3 into my week off work and I haven't left my apartment once.

282 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-30 13:01 [Del]

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I just pretty much flunked out of community college. After failing basic College Algebra twice, it's safe to assume all I'm good for is minimum-wage menial work, and I haven't had any responses to my applications even for those jobs. Even if I did, it would be very hard to find affordable housing around here with rent under $600 per month. So if my parents kick me out, I'll be homeless.

283 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-30 13:46 [Del]

>>282
Ever consider learning a trade?

284 Name: VIPPER : 2010-06-30 15:43 [Del]

>>282
Learn to weld, or make a biscuit joint, or even just the proper application of adhesives. There's lots of better than minimum-wage jobs for just knowing how to stick two things together.

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286 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-01 10:17 [Del]

>>282
JOBS NOT REQUIRING ALGEBRA (or even a degree!):

Carpentry

 -Construction
-Woodworking

Design

 -Fashion
-Graphic arts
-Illustration

Entrepreneurship

 -Sales
-Marketing/Advertising

Machinery

 -Automobile Mechanic
-HVAC/Electrical

Just use your imagination and do something you like doing. I'm a web programmer and not only do I not have a degree in my field (I have an Associate's degree in general art) but I have never once used any math more advanced than linear algebra(if even). All you need in any field to get a job is good experience, and you'll have to take lower pay at first, but after you gain that experience you'll make more than the entry level job that your peers will get after they graduate from 4 years of school (that almost certainly put them in debt).

287 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-02 07:04 [Del]

Being an auto mechanic takes thousands of dollars worth of tools in order to advance beyond doing tires and oil changes.

Also, it doesn't resist recession the way out outsiders think it does. In times of good, people get rid of their absolute wreck to buy a decent used car at the same time people buy new cars. In addition, people hanging on to older cars tend to ignore maintenance, and have tires that are on the verge of catastrophe. That, and anyone with no warranty will avoid repairing their air conditioner, stereo, or other extras until good times return.

288 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-02 10:13 [Del]

>>287
what if you work for a dealership?

289 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-02 12:05 [Del]

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I still can't move on after two years and I still keep hurting myself.

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