【Depression】Let us discuss our horrible lives ITT【Suicide】 (398, permasaged)

1 Name: VIPPER : 2009-10-12 15:26 [Del]

This thread is for sad people only.

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I have not been able to find a girlfriend since sophomore year in high school, and this has made me an insecure NEET.

294 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-03 16:47 [Del]

>>293
It doesn't work. I never works.

295 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-03 18:06 [Del]

>>288 You still need plenty.

296 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-04 03:45 [Del]


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I invited a girl who is much too pretty for me to go to see her favorite band. I didn't think she would say yes, but she did and is flying across the country to come stay with me. Now I don't know what to do. Do I dance, do I stand around and fashion smoke to look cool?

297 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-04 08:47 [Del]

>>296
There is only one answer: BU-N

298 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-04 08:54 [Del]

>>296
Wrong thread.

299 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-04 10:12 [Del]

>>298
But my life is horribly depressing, I don't want to look all awkward and out of place.

300 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-04 15:01 [Del]

>>299 As a VIPPER, you should know what to do. Don't think, feel.

301 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-05 05:08 [Del]

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I'm a walking textbook of mental disorders and will probably never be able to do anything even remotely meaningful with my life, succeed in school, or fully integrate into society. Also. I've recently become positive that I'm going to die at age 33, on the 1st day of a month in spring.

302 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 03:07 [Del]

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there seems to be Anti-Japanese people here who don't appreciate Japanese culture in Saovq.

303 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 06:33 [Del]

>>302
Nah.

304 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 07:54 [Del]

>>302

>appreciate Japanese culture

( ≖‿≖)

305 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 08:47 [Del]

>>302
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306 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 09:41 [Del]

307 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 10:24 [Del]

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I'm out of kimchi nida.

308 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 13:19 [Del]

>>306
I've been waiting for an appropriate opportunity to mention that and now you did it. wwwww

309 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-16 15:52 [Del]

>>302
It's the Coreans, they're jealous of Japan's superior culture and so infiltrate BBS's to spread their propaganda.

310 Name: VIPPER : 2010-07-18 09:39 [Del]

>>302
No, you might get this impression because we've already watched most of the cartoons worth watching, so either we don't bother with currently airing shows, or we bother with them and loathe them.

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312 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-01 19:51 [Del]

>>311
If you believe that, there is no way you are as intelligent as you think you are.

313 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-02 08:16 [Del]

>>312
Unless he lives in some sort of Ludite tribal village that sacrifices those who can do basic maths to some elder dragon cyclops god, in which case he should not be afraid or depressed, but running very fast.

However I doubt that is the case.

314 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-05 09:19 [Del]

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I was going to go somewhere I wanted to go on Monday, but I'd rather go to the cinema with a girl and lose the $300 I already paid for the ticket.

315 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-05 09:47 [Del]

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316 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-05 09:59 [Del]

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317 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-05 10:05 [Del]

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It doesn't cry lonesomely, painfully, and sadly.

318 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-05 13:39 [Del]

>>317
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319 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-06 06:04 [Del]

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I've been back at university for just one week and already I've been consumed by the feeling that I'm going to fail everything, waste other people's time and money, and bring shame upon myself.

320 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-06 17:01 [Del]

>>318
I now have a new favorite tanasinn AA. Wow.

321 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-06 23:29 [Del]

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I have not been able to find a girlfriend since sophomore year in high school, and this has made me an insecure NEET.

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323 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-08 03:40 [Del]

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I haven't gone out for 3 months becuase I was comfortable playing RPGs but now I realized I can't even go to my backyard without getting scared.

324 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-08 15:26 [Del]

>>323
scared of a random encounter?

325 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-15 14:33 [Del]

>>324
wwwwwwwwwwwwwww

326 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-16 04:03 [Del]

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I've been using mostly e-mail for communication in the last few years and now someone expects me to settle an important matter through a phone call and I am not good at phone calls.

327 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-16 11:31 [Del]

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My life just seems to be out of control, everything is going to shit. Last semester I passed all my courses by the skin of my teeth and this semester my marks are also horrible. These days I feel like I can never get enough sleep, and I always feel like shit when I wake up in the morning. I can't be bothered to eat- everything seems so bland- every day I starve because i'm too unmotivated to cook food. Meanwhile, other people are out getting an education, getting jobs and getting relationships, while I'm addicted to browsing internet forums which I am not sincerely interested in.

328 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-19 02:39 [Del]

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>>327's plight has moved me D:

329 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-21 19:04 [Del]

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I'm giving up on my life; so long saovq.

330 Name: Audience Member 1 : 2010-08-21 19:26 [Del]

>>329
Great, one less shitty poster.

331 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-21 21:40 [Del]

;_;

332 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-22 05:41 [Del]

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My only true friend is going away to Japan for a year.

333 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-22 13:09 [Del]

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I'm making pudding at 4 in the morning.

334 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-22 13:36 [Del]

>>333

Why on earth are you making pudding at 4 in the morning?

335 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-22 14:10 [Del]

>>334
4:20 is puddin' o' clock

336 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-22 15:04 [Del]

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I came back to my room only to find out that everyone else moved out and there's a renovation going on in my house. Now I have to spend a week in a deserted, partially disassembled house.

337 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-23 16:16 [Del]

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I'm still waiting for that epic bowel movement I got queued up

338 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 10:55 [Del]

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I can't tell the difference between being sick or depressed anymore; they just kind of go together.

339 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 11:58 [Del]

>>338
Go to a doctor and shut up.

340 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 12:04 [Del]

>>339
I live in the U.S. and don't have insurance.
-It is very un-VIP to be so rude~

341 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 19:17 [Del]

>>340 get someone to use the "Baker act" on you. You'll get sent to a sanitarium for 3-5 days, but you get medicine for free.

Of course the sanitarium is an extremely depressing place, what a paradox.

342 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 19:26 [Del]

>>340
Neither is posting in this incredibly unVIP eyesore of a thread.

343 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 19:51 [Del]

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I came here to append to this collective tale of horrible lives, only to discover that a judgmental poster had rudely interrupted it.

344 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 20:04 [Del]

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345 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-24 20:07 [Del]

>>344
In a fit of self loathing I threw away all of my opposite gender clothing and now I really want them back. Also I posted the aa without my reply on accident.

346 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-25 15:45 [Del]


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I feel ronery after having seen fictional characters having passionate sex.

347 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-25 21:04 [Del]

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Satoshi Kon.

348 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-26 05:57 [Del]

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>>347 reminded me.

349 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-26 20:23 [Del]

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My depressed VIPPERend has vanished from real life and the internet in the past few weeks. I don't know what to do.

350 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-26 23:36 [Del]

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I have nothing going for me and my existence is worthless.

351 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 00:01 [Del]

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I have genuinely questioned my life in the last few days.

352 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 00:10 [Del]

>>1 - >>351

Time for a Quality suicide pact?

353 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 09:35 [Del]

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I realized I won't have enough credits to transfer until next year and I'm afraid of telling my parents.

354 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 11:38 [Del]

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Staying at home to eat cheese and ham and drink good beer seemed like a better idea than going out with people to play poker, but this beer is way too hoppy and the cheese is not really very good or ripe enough either and oh this sucks.

The ham is quite nice though admittedly.

355 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 13:05 [Del]

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I need to pack but I cannae be arsed.

356 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 14:58 [Del]

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She'll be married in a few weeks. I'm too much of a coward to confess.

357 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 15:17 [Del]

358 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-27 18:37 [Del]

>>357
Genuflect?

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360 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-29 11:06 [Del]

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I'm in a relationship that doesn't exist. It makes me feel worthless.

361 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-29 13:21 [Del]

>>360
So am I VIPPER. She want's my emotional support, to be able to call me at anytime to sort out her problems, to love her unconditional when she feels like it, but she doesn't love me at all.

362 Name: VIPPER : 2010-08-29 15:15 [Del]

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No one understands anything I say. Or they do, and take great pleasure in pissing me off.

363 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-01 16:15 [Del]

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My uncle has been visiting for the week, I didn't see him today, I spent all my time in my room. I feel bad about it, but what can I do? I have terrible anxiety and he's quite unpredictable, I don't know.

364 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-02 01:12 [Del]

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The only girl that I've actually ever liked won't talk to me despite showing interest in keeping me distantly close to her.

365 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-02 06:41 [Del]

>>364
are you >>360
Because it sounds like we are living the exact same life.

366 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-02 15:04 [Del]

>>365
No, but it's a weird coincidence.

367 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-02 17:14 [Del]

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I'm about to apply for engineering PHD schools (almost guaranteed placement), but I secretly want to take 2 years off to take classes, take the MCAT, and then apply for medical schools (chances could be slim). Is the risk worth it?

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369 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-03 06:16 [Del]

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I'm researching history without any clue where to go and what to even look for, I have a research proprosal on it due next week which I haven't even started, and I hate everything I write and am convinced it'll be seen for the piece of shit it really is. I just want to die.

370 Post deleted by moderator.

371 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-13 19:04 [Del]

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Lately I've been seeing animals mating quite often, and it only makes me think of my lonely, pitiful existence...

372 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-14 11:22 [Del]

There are big amounts of rude DQN in this thread.

373 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-15 12:13 [Del]

>>372
Agreed, this thread does not qualify for a VIP QUALITY status.

374 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-17 01:31 [Del]

I go to morning classes, go back to my dorm, fall asleep, wake up at midnight when everything is closed, and then have nothing to do except wait for morning classes again. It's a very lonely and hungry existence.

375 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-17 05:09 [Del]

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Just missed the first Friday lecture of my course, this does not bode well

376 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-30 04:04 [Del]

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I keep thinking of every negative outcome to all of my problems and it seems to be more of a possibility than anything positive. It makes me want to kill myself.

377 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-16 04:35 [Del]

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I'm just tired of everything now...all the disappointments, the loneliness, and myself. I hate myself and I want to die.

378 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-21 17:55 [Del]


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I feel like giving up on my current relationship, but only because I'm afraid of it failing.

379 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-21 17:57 [Del]


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I want nothing more than to be left alone so that I can accomplish things.

380 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-21 20:58 [Del]

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It's not just the voices in my head that are laughing at me. The people sitting behind me are laughing even louder. Fuck you lot, seriously. Do you know what it's like to be gawked at during a class? It's fucking embarrassing. Your face would turn red too if suddenly a bunch of morons started gawking at you and laughing and whispering as if you can't hear them. Yes, I fucking see you making wild hand gestures out of the corner of my eye. Yes, it does make me twitch. It's a natural fucking reaction because sudden movements freak me the hell out. Yes, I do hear you whispering shit about me. You are a bunch of scumbags; I can visually confirm that one of you is a 4channer. I hope each and every one of you gets AIDS.

381 Name: ( ´ω`) : 2010-10-22 01:27 [Del]

>>378 Making it fail because you want it to fail doesn't make sense. Just have hope~! Believe in yourself!

Kid's these days...

382 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-23 01:43 [Del]


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I ordered a part for my arcade stick a couple weeks ago and just now realized the street number on my Paypal account was 196 when it's supposed to be 169.

383 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-01 19:32 [Del]

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Everything I forced myself to believe has been destroyed in a couple of hours, and now I have nothing in my miserable existence that makes any of this worth it.

384 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 08:00 [Del]

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I keep crying for whatever reason and I'm unable to do anything except play Morrowind and drink hot chocolate. I have several pieces of work to do by Tuesday. I'm lonely, I feel empty inside and I spend half my time just sobbing.

385 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 08:14 [Del]

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      Oh god, hot chocolate.
Don't give up, >>384: you're at least halfway to a better life!

386 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 10:07 [Del]

>>385
I didn't mention that it's only hot chocolate because I still need new ID. It would have whisky in otherwise.

387 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 10:12 [Del]

>>384
Don't worry, I've been like that for almost two years now and it becomes manageable over time. At least it's not going to be worse than that.
>>385

> you're at least halfway to a better life!

How so?

388 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 11:51 [Del]

>>387
That doesn't really make me feel any better. I want to be normal again.

389 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-09 06:40 [Del]

My significant other thinks I have seasonal affective disorder. We are going to try light therapy soon. I hope it works.

390 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-09 08:49 [Del]

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I've had two different laptops die on me since the beginning of the month.

391 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-11 15:49 [Del]

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I failed a test for the 9th time in a row. It's been a year and a half, and it's my last one. I've been waiting for result in the last two days reading 400 different chapters from manga series I once picked up and then abandoned. Needless to say, I don't have any girlfriend. I left my last job before being sent packing because I couldn't do it properly. My Japanese classes are starting to slowly drift outside my learning ability. I have no real desire to live, just trudge between the events of my life trying to look carefree.

392 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-12 20:09 [Del]

>>390-san, are you my uncle?

393 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-14 10:29 [Del]

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I pushed her away
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