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There is no outside cause I can fix. It's because an event in my past that left me a hollow shell. I just want to get better for a while, find someone to love, and then ditch the pills. Don't know how that works out. Right now, I can concentrate barely enough not to drop out from the college. I spoke with my best friend this weekend and she believes that it's the only thing that can help now. And she's a psychologist.