>>148
Obsessing about it won't change the fact that she will or will not eventually leave you. Try to tell that to your insecurities when they pop back up.
>>147
You'll treasure the hours you're not working and have a more productive VIPtime. Go for it!
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I'm so happy, I'm afraid it's going to stop.
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Four years ago, I did what >>152 is doing. I'll never love again.
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A significant portion of the world is off limits for me, because it's somehow related to my only true lost love. For instance, I cannot go pick up my new PC, since the store is located in the city where she lives, and being in the same city as her but not together is something I couldn't take.
>>155
Show her your true VIP potential. Write her a cute note using VIP QUALITY references. Also boon.
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I told my VIPPER girl that I loved her, and she said she thinks she might love me
>>152
I am doing this too, VIPPER, but only because I know really that no girl is worth my self-preservation. Seriously. Isolation is too precious.
>>158
You might think differently once you meet the right girl. Because when you do, she will become a part of you.
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My job is shit, my VIP girlfriend never has time for me, and im constantly broke from eating fast food, i have dreams where im having heart attacks.
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My cute VIPPER girlfriend broke up with me via email, saying she found someone else. I don't think I did anything wrong.
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I told my VIPPER Girlfriend we were breaking up, because long distance relationships can't work. Now it is 12 hours later and I am freaking the fuck out because I realize I love her, and now she won't answer my IMs and oh god I am going to die alone unmourned and unloved.
Wouldn't everyone's VIPPER girlfriends be reading all of this? Also, I propose everyone is talking about one VIPPER girl and she is so cute and nice and 2-d.
>>164
oh god I am hoping she reads this oh god, but chances are she will stick to the image board
>>166
People really stick to the image board? I thought everyone goes to both the imageboard and the textboard.
>>168
I'm here VIPPER :) Don't worry.
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I don't know what to do
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My love problems are of different nature, and I cannot discuss them here freely.
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I'll be working with a new boss and now I feel abandoned by my old one. I feel like no one likes me anymore
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Too much awareness of tanasinn has once again drove me into existential depression due to overarching compassion and my complete inability to help more people than those around me.
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I still can't let go.
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When I get anxious I get analysis paralysis... and today my analysis paralysis is so bad that it's taking me ages to do anything... even things like taking a shower, ironing or typing out this post. I think I might actually be mentally ill. I guess I just wish there was someone there to give me a hug and a pep talk... but instead I'm just getting scorned by others for taking so long to do everything. I just can't bring myself to tell anyone what's wrong because, most of all, I don't want to make anyone worried about me anymore.
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I will never be truly happy, so I am making people around me miserable in order to lower the local standard of happiness.
Excuse me fellow VIPPERs. Maybe you have forgotten but it's probably best to call your girlfriend or boyfriends significant VIPPERs that way we don't have to parade ourselves around so much! And let's try not to discuss this too much and get too meta. (・ω・`)
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I'm feeling more and more alienated.
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I got relatively good scores on the standardized tests, but my complete lack of high school transcripts means getting into the university of my choice would be utterly impossible. Thus am I forced to attend a school whose entrance requirements are less stringent. To make matters even worse, having to actually socialize with the "people" who I share my classes with is driving me insane. I can't even tell anyone how much I hate all of it, except over the internet, and even then only on anonymous boards like this. Oh how I long to return to the carefree life of a hiki. ('A`)
>>198
T_T I understand wholly, man. I endured a temporary break in hikikomoridom to attend college as well... but I just couldn't deal with the simplicity and slowness of teaching methods plus the ever-prevalent feelings of weird telepathic empathy, making every class a terrible bombardment of adverse experiences. However I am trying again soon...
>>198
Don't worry, the other universities aren't any bit different.
>>198
You can always transfer and every school is exactly the same. You'd be amazed at how many idiots go to "good" schools.
>>199
We should start a support group for recovering hiki VIPPERs. HA, Hikikomori Anonymous? I know there's a hikikomori board on Anonib, but Anonib isn't very VIP QUALITY. I wonder how many hiki, current or former, are on SAoVQ?
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Oh I'm aware of this, but if I'm going to force myself into such undesirable situations, I'd much prefer to do so in a location of my preference.
>>203
I would join this support group if it was made. Although I have never been a Hikki or a NEET, I get sad sometimes and it's cathartic to be around other depressed people.
>>203
If I was a NEET I would be able to catch up on all of the good anime/manga and read all of the books I've been meaning to read for the past 5 years now. The NEETs have it so good and I am jealous ;_;
Being a hikki/NEET is fun and all, but it really does lose its fun when you finally have some meaning in your life besides finding ways to pass the time.
>>207
I assume this is true, but I've found it difficult to find any real meaning in anything beyond material necessity. If I didn't think that I have to go through the motions of normal life to maintain my standard of living, I wouldn't bother to do anything. It's sad really, the only thing keeping me going is the fear of losing what little I have and becoming even more miserable. ( 'A` )
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I'm looking for a job, but every time I find one I think I might be able to do I end up not applying because I think that they won't hire me because I have no previous work experience and that even if they did hire me they'd fire me soon afterwards because I'm too stupid to do the job.
So I guess I'm looking for a job that welcomes people with no previous work experience and that you can't screw up.
I don't understand what's wrong with all of you VIPPERs. It's okay to be sad, but it's pathetic to hide behind your depression or anxiety just because you're unwilling to do anything at all. Stop using it as an excuse.
I wish someone in here would talk about the actions they've taken to improve their situation (however small it might be) despite their [insert X reason here].
>>210
Once I wanted to get over my fear of public speaking so I joined my school's debate team. At my first competition (at another university) I cried in front of everyone. And then in the next round, I cried again. It was pretty traumatic, but now I'm not afraid of public speaking anymore. After being so goddamn mortified, I realized that it really didn't matter anymore. Sometimes my palms get sweaty when I say something in class, but it's manageable.
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I've become increasingly bored with my life and have lost the will to do anything, even things I enjoy. Everything has become a hassle or too hard. Even when I decide to do stuff, I can't do anything right.
>>210
This post might not make the most sense, as I'm still feeling the effects of some medication I took last night, but for me, the problem isn't that I'm not willing to improve my situation. I'm doing everything in my power to do so in fact, and have been mostly successful. I have issues with the minutia of daily life, but I'm working to overcome them.
My only real problems are either psychological in nature and can't really be changed through perseverance and hard work alone, or philosophical, which theoretically I could change, but to do sue would be like a a Muslim trying to convince himself he's a Hindu just because he thinks it would make him feel happier. It's easier said than done.
>>216
I don't get it. Why don't you just travel THROUGH the internet? It's free that way! Just make sure her connection doesn't cut out while she's downloading you.
Real VIPPERS aren't depressed because DaddyCool has given them exclusive access to SAOVQ.
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One time I tried to download my friend via dial up. This was about seven years ago so that's as fast as I could afford. It had been around six hours and he was halfway done. I could even grope him a little (the top half of his body was completed). Then all of the sudden I received a call and the connection cut out. The connection was cut and my friend was lying there in pieces. I was up to my ankles in blood, organs and bodily fluids. I slowly picked up the phone. "Hey Grandma, how are you doing?"
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Why can't I be a cold bastard like my friends? Why do I have to be able to love and suffer because of it? When we go out together, I sometimes say something about love without thinking and they look at me in a weird way.
>>231
Prescribing drugs is the job of a psychiatrist, not of a psychologist.
Yesterday I bought sourdough bread, but then I realized that I don't actually like sourdough bread.
>>233
It is not normal to not like sourdough bread. You are not normal.
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I know ('A`)
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I'm eating sourdough right now. It's so delicious. But when it's gone, I will feel even more empty. And fatter.
>>230
There are no arcades here, as far as I know. I live in the middle of nowhere.
>>237
Go for a walk in the woods and find yourself! Assuming there are woods where you live
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I finally worked up the nerve to go to the movies by myself but when I went to look at show times it turns out that movie I want to see isn't even playing in my town.
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I took my contacts out for the weekend. I don't want to put on my glasses, so I'm sitting with my face two inches away from the monitor. My back hurts.
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There's so much I should be doing right now on my day off and I can't bring myself to leave my apartment, even on a semi-nice day like today.
>>238
I agree with this VIPPER. Walking through the woods is very nice, and if you get bored, take off at a full sprint, leaping over the roots, ducking under the branches.
It makes you connect with the primitive VIPPER inside of you.
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I'm here just to say goodbye.