【Depression】Let us discuss our horrible lives ITT【Suicide】 (398, permasaged)

1 Name: VIPPER : 2009-10-12 15:26 [Del]

This thread is for sad people only.

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I have not been able to find a girlfriend since sophomore year in high school, and this has made me an insecure NEET.

371 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-13 19:04 [Del]

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Lately I've been seeing animals mating quite often, and it only makes me think of my lonely, pitiful existence...

372 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-14 11:22 [Del]

There are big amounts of rude DQN in this thread.

373 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-15 12:13 [Del]

>>372
Agreed, this thread does not qualify for a VIP QUALITY status.

374 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-17 01:31 [Del]

I go to morning classes, go back to my dorm, fall asleep, wake up at midnight when everything is closed, and then have nothing to do except wait for morning classes again. It's a very lonely and hungry existence.

375 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-17 05:09 [Del]

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Just missed the first Friday lecture of my course, this does not bode well

376 Name: VIPPER : 2010-09-30 04:04 [Del]

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I keep thinking of every negative outcome to all of my problems and it seems to be more of a possibility than anything positive. It makes me want to kill myself.

377 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-16 04:35 [Del]

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I'm just tired of everything now...all the disappointments, the loneliness, and myself. I hate myself and I want to die.

378 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-21 17:55 [Del]


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I feel like giving up on my current relationship, but only because I'm afraid of it failing.

379 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-21 17:57 [Del]


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I want nothing more than to be left alone so that I can accomplish things.

380 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-21 20:58 [Del]

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It's not just the voices in my head that are laughing at me. The people sitting behind me are laughing even louder. Fuck you lot, seriously. Do you know what it's like to be gawked at during a class? It's fucking embarrassing. Your face would turn red too if suddenly a bunch of morons started gawking at you and laughing and whispering as if you can't hear them. Yes, I fucking see you making wild hand gestures out of the corner of my eye. Yes, it does make me twitch. It's a natural fucking reaction because sudden movements freak me the hell out. Yes, I do hear you whispering shit about me. You are a bunch of scumbags; I can visually confirm that one of you is a 4channer. I hope each and every one of you gets AIDS.

381 Name: ( ´ω`) : 2010-10-22 01:27 [Del]

>>378 Making it fail because you want it to fail doesn't make sense. Just have hope~! Believe in yourself!

Kid's these days...

382 Name: VIPPER : 2010-10-23 01:43 [Del]


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I ordered a part for my arcade stick a couple weeks ago and just now realized the street number on my Paypal account was 196 when it's supposed to be 169.

383 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-01 19:32 [Del]

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Everything I forced myself to believe has been destroyed in a couple of hours, and now I have nothing in my miserable existence that makes any of this worth it.

384 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 08:00 [Del]

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I keep crying for whatever reason and I'm unable to do anything except play Morrowind and drink hot chocolate. I have several pieces of work to do by Tuesday. I'm lonely, I feel empty inside and I spend half my time just sobbing.

385 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 08:14 [Del]

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      Oh god, hot chocolate.
Don't give up, >>384: you're at least halfway to a better life!

386 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 10:07 [Del]

>>385
I didn't mention that it's only hot chocolate because I still need new ID. It would have whisky in otherwise.

387 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 10:12 [Del]

>>384
Don't worry, I've been like that for almost two years now and it becomes manageable over time. At least it's not going to be worse than that.
>>385

> you're at least halfway to a better life!

How so?

388 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-07 11:51 [Del]

>>387
That doesn't really make me feel any better. I want to be normal again.

389 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-09 06:40 [Del]

My significant other thinks I have seasonal affective disorder. We are going to try light therapy soon. I hope it works.

390 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-09 08:49 [Del]

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I've had two different laptops die on me since the beginning of the month.

391 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-11 15:49 [Del]

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I failed a test for the 9th time in a row. It's been a year and a half, and it's my last one. I've been waiting for result in the last two days reading 400 different chapters from manga series I once picked up and then abandoned. Needless to say, I don't have any girlfriend. I left my last job before being sent packing because I couldn't do it properly. My Japanese classes are starting to slowly drift outside my learning ability. I have no real desire to live, just trudge between the events of my life trying to look carefree.

392 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-12 20:09 [Del]

>>390-san, are you my uncle?

393 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-14 10:29 [Del]

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I pushed her away

394 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-14 14:12 [Del]

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This thread needs to finally have an end.

395 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-14 14:23 [Del]

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I will most likely die before I get to boon with fellow VIPPERs.

396 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-14 14:34 [Del]

>>395
     oく二ニヽ    Here's some coal kid, maybe you'll be a better poster next year.
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 \_ノ  ∪∪      ∪∪

397 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-16 17:18 [Del]

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I'm still a hikikomori.

398 Name: VIPPER : 2010-11-17 15:56 [Del]

>>397
We are always here for you, VIPPER.

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