VIPPER I can't stop thinking about killing myself tonight. I apologize for the DQN nature of this post, but I don't have any friends in real life and my only online one just decided she has grown too distant to still be my friend. I don't know what I am asking for here I just need someone to let me know everything is going to be okay.

I have typed and retyped this message a dozen times and I am sorry for it, I can't make it any better.