When I was a child, a toddler, I thought to myself, "What should I do with my life? Is there any reason to be alive at all?" Through thought, I discovered my answers. I should devote my life to making others happy and enjoying the random noises the people of the Earth produce. As for the second question, I determined the answer was, "No," except for reasons I could arbitrarily decide for myself.
I spend an absolutely excessive amount of time on the Internet, and I regret nothing, nor will I ever regret a single moment spent. Every single moment of my life is a perfect waste of time, for we all come to the same conclusion in the end, regardless of our Earthly accomplishments and wishes. I have the potential to be an astronaut, the next president, the most brilliant mathematician, anything I want to be. All I want to be is a VIP.
I love my life. Every day is a new experience, every conversation feels like an important exchange, every person I meet is unique. I have learned that the key to happiness is letting go of the illusion.
Let go.