Soon, I am going to go to a normal party full of normal people. I really don't know what to talk about and I have problems with smalltalk.

I'll probably just end up standing around drinking and saying nothing, and people will try to talk to me but I won't be able to carry the conversation very far, and we'll end up just going 'hmm yeah' and looking at our feet, and then they will go away and speak to someone else, and I will just keep standing there, occasionally looking around the room nervously.

I want to go to an abnormal party, what ever that is. Maybe we can go to a jungle and smoke DMT and dance with water coolers to 1920's futurist compositions. That is my kind of party.